phew... i am tired...
had a 4.5km run this afternoon... hmm.. well, i din give up eventhough i am e last to reach e end pt... think it's my first time ba.. cos usually i cant even complete 3km... lol.. jia liat hor... hmm.. anyway, felt that i am beginning to like jogging abit more already.. cos there's a new park just 2 blocks away from my place.. called NeeSoon East Park.. cool.. no need go too far for all my run le, so happy... Hmmm... tml will be e first ippt trial for our shift... hopefully i can obtain a pass tml, i think it;s going to be tough, but i guess i will try my best. my given target was a gd silver.. n i hope i can do my 2.4km run in 15min... last yr i oni manage to scrape thru just in time to get my silver, n tat was after 3 attempt at real ippt. so hopefully with this yr training (hv to stay back n run after shift, even on weekends) will do me gd... n plus my own training during my free time, i can obtain my silver on my 1st actual ippt attempt.. most probably in april or may.

haha, i also wanna take these training as a excuse for me to shed some extra kilos off me.... n hopefully my tummy will be flat flat.. lol... hopefully lah... i also started on aerobics... haha.. fun.. i can do 50mins non-stop sia... not bad hor... n now i look more tanned compare to last time.. tks to runs in e afternoon.. keke.. look more healthy also... keke...

hmmm...
1st off went out with bb to buy new yr clothing... think 1st time try so many clothing in one day.. haha.. n poor bb had to wait for me... hahaha... of cos he cant follow me to e fitting room.. so wat i do was to take pics in the clothes i tried with my hp n then show it to bb after i tried them.. from there then decide which one more suitable all tat lor... just tat day alone, i think i spend close to 200 lor.. haha but i think ok lah... cos i seldom buy clothing de... so i think ok lor.. but this mth, i am not able to save.. lol.. cos spend alot on family, n also on my bkk trip... but nvm, next mth will be a better mth... keke.. cos cleared all e hseing insurance, property tax, tv license all that liao.. so feb shld be able to save with all e red packets that i am going to get... but then... maybe cannot save also.. cos going to give my parents n popo red packet... hmmm... most prob close to 200 going to fly from my pocket too.. hahaha... but i think it;s worth it...

hmmm... recently kept think abt the future... had little talks with some of my close frens... haha.. cos my contract left 4.5yrs.. say long not long, say short also not short... but well, i am already in service for 5.5 yrs liao... lol... hmm.. was thinking if i can be offer 2nd contract.. if yes, how, if not, how... hmmm... but an instructor taught me a verse... "prepare for e worst and hope for e best", therefore, i am preparing myself for e worst.. tat is i wont be offered a 2nd contract... hmm.. so wat shld i do ne? well all along, i hv been trying hard to save.. initially, i was hoping to ord with 50k... tat is own savings plus e lump sum of money which i will get after i completed 10yrs... a fren of mine had just rx tat lumpsum... which was 19k with cpf already deducted... not too bad ya.. many pple say those who sign on later, will get a bigger sum of money.. cos e pay scale is higher.. but i am not being greedy.. i'm just looking that i will get back say 20k.. n hopefully by then i can save 30k so total i will hv 50k.. wahahah... i think if nth goes wrong.. i can achieve tat.. hehe.. so now, i am going to set a new target... abit impossible.. but i am willing to try... i am aiming at 100k in all if i shld ord in 4.5yrs time... it might seems impossible, but i am willing to try... maybe i still can achieve it leh... lol.. but those whom i told them to all tell me cannot... unless i dun spend a single cent, then can... hmmm... but i wont be affected by their thinking.. cos ultimately i am e one to decide if i wan or i dun wan to reach e target mah... wahahahha... so i will work hard towards my 100k target... hmm... by then i will be 30yrs old... hmmm... maybe to some other pple who work much harder than me, or those who were born with a silver spoon, 100k by 30yr old is nothing to them... but to me... someone from an average family... i think if i can achieve that, it will be a hugh achievement for me... hehe... scarly i will be offered pp2 leh? lol... hard to say.. no ones noe wat happen in e future... lol...

ok.. i might feel like i am being dreaming to some liao.. ok.. b4 i realli go dream.. i shall end here.. too tired.. going to slp early tonight.. bye bye....